My natural daily state seems to be one of general inner desperation. The result of this is a drive to constantly work and create as a means of self deception. Calm through distraction and productivity.
I see the IAMX video journal as an experiment in accepting this part of my personality.
Therefore please forgive some of the introverted nonsense and randomness.Whatever it is to become it is a lot of fucking fun.
Watch it and enjoy me squirm inside as I travel on this public journey.
As you learn I learn.